Well it’s 10:08pm on 8//1/2007 when I write this on my macbook. I’m stressing about a few things but especially the fact that I’m getting my neck cut open in about 8 hours. But I’ve done it before. it was in 1996 if I recall properly. But this time it’s different. It’s different because I’m married to Elizabeth. This week I was surprised that she wanted to get our wills notarized. I immediately started freaking out (big surprise). It was a totally logical thing to do, it just had a little extra impact that it coincided with my surgery. But it’s all good all in all. I’m just a little anxious about going to the Surgeon in the AM. I know this seems a little vauge but I guess it’s just a good sounding board. I guess that’s the purpose of the blog thing in the first place. I guess the importance of what happens to me and then really what happens to Elizabeth in case something happens to me is what this is really about. And why this surgery is completely different than that of previous years. I guess it puts into sharp relief one’s love and commitment to each other. and I guess part of why this is being written is for me to say to Liz, and let her konw just how much I love her.